This last Wednesday at youth group… I was on the worship team. Before youth group, all of us that were on the team we’re praying for greater things to happen, that the kids would come with an expectation that God was going to do awesome things in their lives, that he would open their hearts up to him. Well we got that. Forsure… once we got to the last song, things really changed, it was true worship… It was totally amazing.
I know that things happened that night that will stay with those kids forever… it was an amazing night of worship and prayer. As PK said on his blog… This generation is changing from the “whatever” generation to the “whenever, whereever” generation. I know that I am… and I know that my friends are.
There are still greater things that are going to happen though. Much greater things…
You fled the scene of an accident.
Pretending I wasn’t real.
Giving up on all I ever wanted.
Do you know what it’s done?
Do you know what it’s like to just want love?
This is the last time we’ll talk.
I’ve come to wish you well.
But tonight is goodbye.
Goodbye for you and I.
I searched you out, the only witness of this fatal aftermath.
Destruction is what you’ve created.
But I’ve only waited.
I’ve only waited for you to come and give me one last hug.
This is the last time we’ll talk.
I’ve come to wish you well.
But tonight is goodbye.
Goodbye for you and I.
All I wanted was your love.
All I wanted was your love.
Was I not good enough?
Was I not what you wanted?
Well I’ll tell you…
All the times that I cried,
That I stared at the sky,
All those dreams of you…
They’ll never replace.
So tonight I wish you well.
But tonight is goodbye.
Goodbye for you and I.
This is the last time we’ll talk over this one last walk.
And I wish you well.
Okayyy. So what’s new with me?? Well nothing uber new and exciting. I did however get a new guitar last Sunday. It’s a really really pretty acoustic guitar… I love it oh so much. Hopefully I can use it for worshiping God. I’ve been practicing singing and playing at the same time, and I’m actually starting to get the hang of it. I never thought I would! But now I can sing a few simpler songs, but sometimes the simpler the song, the more powerful it is… ya know?
For work, I’m still doing that. Now I’m working every Tuesday and Friday, and then ever other Saturday. It’s a really good job that pays pretty dang well. I get $8 an hour, and the people are so nice, especially the Doctors and the Technicians…
I got my Eagle Scout, so that’s really an acomplishment I guess. I havn’t really decided when I’m going to have the ceremony for it. But I’ll be sure to let you guys know.
And in Civil Air Patrol, I’m going to become the Cadet Commander next week. That’s the highest position that a Cadet can become in the squadron, so I guess that is really a good thing. I’m also the Commander of the Honor Guard, I’ve been in the Honor Guard for a long time and I’ve been Commanding for prolly four of five months now.
Anyways.. there be your update.
This was written by a dear friend of mine, she’s asked me to put music to it, and I’m going to try. But I just wanted to share it with you. I would appreciate if you would keep this girl in your prayers… it would mean alot to me. Thanks… Max.
Giving up.
Giving in.
Dying to speak to you again.
I want to hear your voice one more time.
So sick of fighting.
So sick of trying.
I need someone to touch my skin.
I’m living for hope,
Living for you.
But is that enough for me to stay?
Waiting for love.
Waiting for you.
Whoever “you” may be.
Guess I’ve got to hold on.
Guess I’ve got to move forward.
Please hurry up and find me.
I’m living for hope.
Living for you.
But is that enough for me to stay?
Screaming up to the heavens,
Screaming up to the host.
Crying for Him to take me home.
Searching for you.
Searching for me.
In this nightmare of a reality.
I’m living for you.
Living for you.
But is that enough for me to stay?
